I LOVE YOU BABE!!!

Hope you have fun reading this!!! Probably have to click "older posts" at the bottom until you get to the first post which I did at the end up April! Might be a little cheesy!! But at least you'll know what I was really thinking the whole time!!!

My heart smiles for you again

:-)

Just thinking

I am going to bring you both Birthday cakes and presents.  There are so many things I want to make.  I haven't cooked a single thing in 5 months.  I am afraid I might have forgotten how to cook.  Remember all the cooking we used to do?  That was so fun.  Why do I feel like you died?  Ugh it sucks!

Getting the ring re-sized

As much as I wanted you to have it, I'll always have you with me now....plus its beautful.

Last night was tough

I had to commute home on SWA because DAL was full.  I got to the gate and although I recognized the CA, I didn't KNOW him..... BUT HE KNEW YOU!  And of course asked about you.  Its so hard to answer all the questions people ask me.  It ruined my whole day.  I just wanted to sit there and cry my eyes out.  But I didn't.  I responded with what I believe to be the truth...." Ernie is a wonderful man, has a fantastic son, and a great x-wife".  Tried to lighten the mood a bit.  It still broke my heart.