Enjoy blogging

I'm not sure how long I'll keep this up because although for now I think it's a healthy way for me to "feel like I am communicating with you", it won't be healthy forever! And I hope that I don't want to continue this forever. I really need to move forward and get this off of my mind.
So, I am going to start a blog about makeup products, only I can't decide what to name it! I didn't realize how easy it is to keep a blog right on my phone! I already took pictures of the first product I plan to review and I think I'll end up taking pictures of lots of my make up so I can do a post here and there on my commute flights :-)

Breath in breath out

Went to Mall of America and spent a few hours walking around! It was a little stressful! Saw the "Twin Cities Grill"! Remember, we had a drink there? So fun!!!! I miss you!!!! Do you hear that???

I took a pic of the SBUX that you bought a gift card at for me :-)

Never forget you!!! Ever! Miss you ;-(

So proud of myself

Made it this many days without writing! Still missed you though. Starting to feel like myself again. It feels good.

Had a little emotional set back when I checked the mail and got my "change of address" but luckily it was temporary.
Going to work today. Hope you are well.

Definitely a BIG MISTAKE

We should have gotten married literally 5 years ago, or the day I "moved in".... Which I think was the first day I came to your house. I don't know why I have to learn every lesson the hard way! I even thought I had learned that, sadly I hadn't! But I SURE HAVE NOW! Should have listened to Dave Ramsey regarding "shacking up" a LONG LONG time ago!

Remembering the good days

I can't even imagine what I would give be be driving to West Palm Beach right now! I was so excited for that day that I don't think I even ate for days. I was actually so consumed with impressing you.... I didn't want to be embarrassed.... So I called my Mom and told her I was going to get a new car. She told me SHE would buy a new car and would give me her Camry. I even went out the day before I was going to meet you so I could get the windows tinted(that is a story in itself). Wow, that sounds so stupid now, but back then, I really really wanted you to like me as much as I liked you!
I don't think I'll ever forget how nervous I was. It feels like yesterday... My heart literally skipped a beat when I saw the one king size bed in the room. It felt like you were never going to get there. But WOW!!!! Once you did, I had soooo much fun! Remember the little prop and airplane pins you gave me? I still have them! I suppose one day, they will bring back memories of all the happy times we shared.

Miss you

:-(

Made it a whole day

Without writing! I suppose that's a good sign towards moving forward.