It's so confusing

As to why you don't seem to understand how much I love you! Why don't you get it together and realize that I deserve some reciprocation!
I keep thinking.... It might take a while, but maybe just maybe you'll have a "walk across the street and apologize to Don moment". Although I'm not holding my breath, but I hope you do.

I wish I had kept a journal

At least then maybe I could figure out how we got here although sitting here analyzing this every second of every day is just about to make me crazy. I just want answers, and I can't get a single one ;-(

I would do a lot of things different

Isn't that the name of a country song? Maybe I would advise myself to learn from my mistakes if I am ever given the opportunity. I really hope I am. I want to have a family one day. At this rate though....I just keep getting older...

Do you have any idea how much I love you???

Where are you??? Why don't you call and check on me??? Ever???

Whyyyyyyyyyyyy??????? How could we do this?

I miss you! Wish I could tell you about my day ;(
Wish I knew where you were...
Happy Cinco de Mayo.... Wish we were celebrating together....
It's heart breaking to say the least.
Xoxo

Sooooo many things to tell you

Love you miss you wish I could just pickup the phone and call you.... So I had someone to talk to about my day ;-( so sad.
How could you not call and check on me for 30 whole days. Not a second has passed that I didn't want to call........ Or hoped that you would call.

Last time I ate Potbellies

I was taking the same flight MDW-MSP... I was so excited! Just like I always am when I meet you on an overnight! Its one of those things that I look forward to the minute I know I'm going to see you.
OMG... I just realized it was a ago tomorrow or was it two years ago???... That was the last time I flew on your airplane.... Remember? It was Cinco De Mayo and we went to the Mall of America and drank beer and ate guacamole. Then we came back to the hotel and had Calamari-remember the waiter said they were marinated in buttermilk! I was so happy to see you. The hotel was so nice, and we had a beautiful night. Then I flew back to Orlando on Air Tran...and you got me the "One Luv" lanyard....

I wish I was going to MSP to meet you. I guess I have to suck it up since I'm not going to see you.
Hope you are well. I miss you and I love you.
Leigh
I had a small lunch yesterday and some juice last night... So this morning I was very hungry when I got to Chicago. It was so yummy.